Still bitching...

“When a man gives his opinion he's a man. When a woman gives her opinion she's a bitch.” Bette Davis

“Just because I have my standards, they think I'm a bitch” Diana Ross

After three months and turning thirty at the same time, I can say I have changed a lot but not enough to make me stop bitching my way through life. Experiences made me tough, wisdom gave me strength and people external to my inner circle made me bitchy. (yeah you heard me, you know who you people are...

When I was in high school my mother told me my idealism will either kill me or it'll kill people... Yet I don't see any killings yet, well not at the moment though but hey I saw some of my dreams and wishes die slowly... And yes, if bitchy remarks can kill, I see a lot of dead people already which the world can do without.

Looking back I know I have become less of a bitch than I was way way back before... (do I hear some objections? lol) But yeah I have become a softy, must be age or must be that I am tired already that I just choose to ignore ignoramus people (ignoramus is to ignore as to accept the fact that some people who calls for attention are better off being ignored so as not to give in to their addiction for attention).

Hey, I'm not being a pessimist here. To people who do not know me, they will not understand what I am saying here and would even think that "yeah, she is a bitch." Society dictates too much about what a person should be and shouldn't be. Some people would call you names and yet fails to see their big egos. Oh well... life is just like that...

Where 'am I going with this? nowhere... I feel like bitching away... there are days when you just want to run away from everything and not look back... I am in that mode right now... I'm so looking forward to the next few months when I can actually put into practice this "running away mode."