To die a little more each day

I bet my title caught your attention... pfft...

It's just one of those days when life really makes you want to say "Stop, I want to get off!"

Random thoughts:

• why are there some women (and men for that matter) who have the guts to covet some other people's partners? I tell you, people who have the nerve to ruin other people's relationship or families should be buried alive. Everybody is indeed entitled to their own happiness but not to the expense of others. How pathetic can these sort of people be?
• and it is more pathetic for those who are already in a relationship (and a good one at that) and still have flings and affairs on the side and still have the guts to lie to their partners and pretend that they did not commit anything wrong... Come on, if you want to start flirting with other people please do so as a single person, start with a clean slate, end your current relationship first... save the other person from getting hurt because of your own doing...
• there are people who would usually try to tell you what to do but they don't practice whatever it is they say. Practice what you preach, if you can't do that, then don't drown others with your words of so-called wisdom. We already get that a lot from professors, politicians and even from merchant and a lot more...
• so when do we accept something as truth or real when at the back of our minds we are in doubt? Rollo May said that "The relationship between commitment and doubt is by no means an antagonistic one. Commitment is healthiest when it is not without doubt but in spite of doubt." And at the back of that "in spite of doubt" is a bleeding or a tormented spirit unable to free itself because of its doubts.
• why is it that there are days when everythings seems to be going pretty well, then something will just happen that will ruin everything. Old-timers will tell you not to take notice of it, but how could you when it left you a little bit angry, a little bit pissed off and a little bit bitchy...
• being bitchy is not a sin nor is it wrong if used for the right reason.
• society has never stopped dictating what we should be or what we can not do... but to take it all in and still live your life that way you want to (without doing wrong to others) makes one successful...
• we are constantly surrounded by different people who pretend to be someone else, to see through their mask is a skill we need to develop to survive being stabbed at the back... but in front where we can see it being done to us.
• do not tolerate any wrong doings and being ignorant about it is not an excuse

We all die a little each day but there are rays of sunshine that brings back life.
It's a never ending thing... we die, we live, we cry, we laugh, but still we breathe...

now I am confuse... anyway these are just random thoughts on a day like any other day when you wish you can hit this person (you don't even know) but who totally ruined your day...