11/28/2006

Killing my country...


"When I grow up, I'm not going to read the newspaper and I'm not going to follow complex issues and I'm not going to vote. That way I can complain when the government doesn't represent me. Then, when everything goes down the tubes, I can say the system doesn't work and justify my further lack of participation."
-Calvin

I really thought that if I do my part in saving my country others will follow. Damn idealism. Everyday I try to avoid reading the newspaper so as not to dampen my spirit. Just when I thought it will be safe to read the newspaper something like this shocks the hell out of me. Damn driver! May you rot in hell. I mean he did not just put the lives of hundreds in danger he also destroyed our environment. "lunurin kaya kita sa toxic waste mo, isama na rin natin amo mo!" Violent as it may sound, I do not care anymore. These irresponsible low life sh*t (no make that lower than sh*t) people are killing my countrywomen/men and my country. "The hell with you!" I say. Are people even aware how much we are losing the battle over preserving whatever is left of our natural resources? Haller! mababa na nga ang tubig sa Angat Dam ngayon because of illegal logging (and yet you still buy goods made of wood!!!). Look at Guimaras, it will not be the same anymore unless petron can suck all the oil there. We have Ormoc, Infanta and other tragic examples of people's doing leading to destruction. Don't blame God or mother nature blame yourselves! You see we all have ourselves to blame. This is not just about DENR not doing so much, we are not really helping them. (Plant a tree! responsible garbage disposal! stop smoke belchers!) But I do hope and pray that instead of public officials spending their RATA, pork barrels and other "pera ng bayan" for personal purposes and even "ka-plastikan" na tulong, try to support in your own "little way" in saving the environment. Alam nyo your money can only do so much but it will not buy back the beauty and significance of nature... At para sa mga deadma dyan, makialam ka naman at bansa mo rin ito. As individuals we can do so much, if all of us pratice the same things in preserving our environment. (Attention mga smokers, kahit mababa ang GHG ng paninigarilyo 'wag nyo na palalain ang sitwasyon!) At the end of the day we will pay back to mother earth what we destroyed or ignored for that matter. Sana lang kapag kailangan mo na ang tulong ni mother earth at ni inang bayan eh 'wag kang deadmahin tulad ng ginagawa mo.

According to PAGASA there is a typhoon coming this week... I can only cross my fingers praying that it will not do harm to my country because it is already weak as it is. Dear Typhoon, dun ka na lang sa may Angat Dam we need water...

11/15/2006

Le coeur a ses raisons que la raison ne connaît point." -

"The heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of."

-Blaise Pascal Pensées

11/07/2006

Pagmumuni-muni

Napansin ko lang na naging makasarili ang mga isinulat ko dito sa aking munting Blog. Wala na tungkol sa aking Inang Bayan... Siguro ito ay isang pangitain na minsan kailangan din natin ng pahinga sa mundo ng magulong politika... Nakakapagod na... Wala naman problema sa institusyon ng gobyerno, ang tanging nag papagulo lamang dito ay ang mga tao na bumubuo nito. Mga makasarili, mga mapagpanggap, at mga nagmamalinis... Halos lahat ganun, mapa-palasyo, mapa-senate or congresso at sa kahit anong ahensiya pa ng gobyerno maraming kawani ang nanduon lamang upang kumita ng pera, pagkakitaan ang iba at magkunwaring may nagagawa. Nag punta ako sa Senado nuong isang araw upang makinig sa kanilang pagpupulong... Isang malaking pagkakamali dahil lalo lamang akong nalungkot sa nakita at narinig ko. Maraming daldal na walang katuturan, mga Senador na nagpapanggap lamang, nung nawala na ang mga taga-media, lumitaw ang tunay na pagkatao nila. Kahit anong gara ng suot mo o titolo na idikit sa pangalan mo, wala kang kwenta kung wala ka namang nagagawa. Hindi lang yan sa senado, para sa lahat yan. Dito rin sa lugar na pinangtratrabahuhan ko... nakakalungkot, umaasa pa naman ako maraming maaaring gawin itong ahensyang ito ngunit mga tao dito trapo din naman. Nais kong makita ng resulta ng daldal nila...

Ngunit ang pagsuko ay isang bagay na sa ngayon ay hindi ko pa nais gawin. Umaasa pa ako na sa gitna ng kaguluhang ito merong liwanag na magbibigay gabay sa atin lahat. Sana lamang makita ko ito bago ako lumisan...